IF YOUR GOING TO READ THIS, THEN READ THE WHOLE THING, YOU WONT UNDERSTAND IF YOU DONT READ THE WHOLE THING.
Either reaD the whole thing, or dont read it at all.
Everything in life is ment to be. Honestly, i think bad luck is real.
I think carma is real. I believe in them both.
Carma can be a really good thing or a really bad thing.
Stay in control of what your doing.
Im not saying dont be bad. We all do bad things.
if your good all the time, there honestly is no fun.
My names joey, lastnight, i took LSD or ''acid''.
Lastnight, at around 10 something, i popped a `purple dragongfly`
Wich is ecstacy laced ( mixed ) with acid.
So half ecstacy, half acid. Not very complicated.
I have a friend named eddy.
Me and him expirement with drugs.
Not like cocain, tweek (methanphedamines),heroin, or pcp.
We do simple drugs, they we know wont harm us.
We mostly just do marijuana.
Marijuana, however, is harmfull to your memory or brain cells or whatever
but it Will Definately not kill you unless your an idiot who Cant control them self.
Marjiuana makes me open up. When im high, i dont act high, i act sober.
I also dont abuse marijuana, i smoke maybe once or a twice a week.
Ecstacy or E is a relaxant. Its a downer, definately not an upper.
Ecstacy is something you have to be careful with.
You can easily get dehydrated or over hydrated.
Acid, honestly was the safest drug ive ever did. im sure it hurt my brain alittle bit.
It seems scary because people make it seem scary so you dont do it.
It opened up my mind.
My friend eddy about 2 weeks ago, he tried acid for the first time.
He was acting weird as hell. Seriously, eddys weird, but this was weirder.
He was acting really smart, like as if he knew everything.
Wich kinda made me think..
And he wasnt just opinionated. He told alot of facts
Im not saying that if you take acid, suddenly, you know everything in the world.
But im saying, he started studying more. He got more into school.
He started looking forward to class.
As well as a couple other friends who did it with him.
I, personally, thought it was BS.
But, i went along with him, and just let him talk out loud.
I really thought '' wtf happened to my friend ''
So after i seen him change, i wanted to try it.
Not because i wanted to trip hard, but because i wanted to get more serious with things.
Ofcourse, this is not the only answer to getting serious with things.
But for me, i have no self- discipline.
I go wherever i want, whenever i want.
so, maybe this was the answer.
So lastnight, i walked 3 miles at 11 trying to dodge cops, so i dont get a cerfew ticket.
But, luckily, i made it there and back with 2 purple dragonflys.
Ill admit, i was scared to take it. But peer pressure is a ****
i popped it like 10 30 or something.
I was waiting for it to kick in.
and i was getting frusterated, eddy's hit him like after 10 minutes.
Me, after like an hour.
Its all good though, it worked.
I was feelin weird.
No i didnt see **** jumping at me, or seeing colors change in front of my eyes.
None of that happened. When or if that happens to you.
Your having a bad trip, and you gotta relax yourself.
right when i hit me, i stareted thinking about everything.
When i knew it hit me, i was having a religious expirience with jesus.
I was climbing a mountain, And i was just asking for jesus to accept me.
Thats when i knew, i was trippin.
So i calmed down. I laid down on the couch.
Then i just started thinking about my problems.
And ways to solve them.
I was having eddy keep me sane, since hes done this a cpl times before.
So he was keeping me busy and cool, so i wasnt trippin.
We just started talking about everything. and it relieved so much stress.
Oh, and a tip.
Dont ever take LSD if you have an important day the next day.
Its a pain in the **** to sleep.
You need SUCH good self control.
I didnt sleep at all lastnight.
I was awake all night just laying down, listening to music.
I think im still feeling it right now.
im not hallucinating or anything, but I just feel different.
Maybe its because im tired. Idk.
All im writing this for, is for me, so i can keep a journal of what happened lastnight
and to tell you that lsd is not very bad at all.
I understand so much more now, i seriously dont know how a Drug thats supposed to harm me, make me unserstand so much more.
My plan before i took lsd was
''Im gona party every weekend, **** school, ill get through life without it''
Now i think
''I can still party, but do my school work first. and make sure im doing good in school before i mess around''
I know that alot of you people who actually read the whole thing, will probably think im crazy.
Thats perfectly fine. If i wouldvent tried lsd lastnight, theyre would be no way in hell i can write this much about something.
I wouldve lost intrest in this, and wouldve been outside smoking a cigarette.
My names joey, and this is what i have to say about LSD
Im not telling you to try it.
Im telling you what happened to me while i was on it.
I know one of you guys will end up talking shlt.
But its cool, i just wanted to share this with you
Edited by zzattack, 01 September 2007 - 10:45 AM.